Assalamualaikum....
Alhamdulillah....
ana dh cukup tdo dh tdik rasanya..hehe...rasa pening pn ada...cm tlbh tdo jk..huuhuhu
lak ana g family day camp..fakulti elektrik engineer....fakulti ana...
since ana pdh ngn kakak ana d rumah....nya pdh.."bkn spttnya family day ngn family ka?"...T_T...
lak ana g family day camp..fakulti elektrik engineer....fakulti ana...
since ana pdh ngn kakak ana d rumah....nya pdh.."bkn spttnya family day ngn family ka?"...T_T...
huhu...i want that the most actually but i couldn't make it....there a many time i have to waste here...T-T..sedih....
ok ya bkn pointnya...exactly ana x la tdo sebenar2 tdo ...tp ana lbh byk thinking something of something...huh~ ntah pa2 lah..yg pasti that thing make some different views of mine either..
this is the case..
1. knak kta x blh nk brik "assalamualaikum" ngn non or vice versa???bkn ka mksdnya just "salam sejahtera ke atas kamu" ....hmmm...ana terfikir tk bla ana tersalah hntr msj ngn klasmet ana yg non ya..adeyh2....pndey slh hntr ndah....yet, there is some reason knak xblh...just for me maybe nawaitu jgk mesti tga kn....mun kta brik nya salam,tersalah brik ka or apa..why dont we niatkan moga benar hidayah sejahtera dr ALLAH itu sampai kepada beliau...or maybe i'm talking nonsense here..hehhe...
2. tetiba in sight, ana terfikir sal amanah ana kt ctok..terfikir 1 soalan cepumas..why me that have been choosen 4 this task???..huh....the question that i have th answer from the start..aigoooos...its been 25 month already ana di uitm swk tk....b4 entering ada cgek amanah...mmg dr form 3 gk pn bnda tk...at first mmg teramat susah n berat mk mlh...but,look like its working here..ana just x sangka ana pat lksanakan di kwsn uitm yg agk luas tk....Alhamdulillah...such a relief...ana dpt tga dr pndgn cdak n apa2 yg terjadi selama 25 bulan ana d uitm...but its not easy too..ana kena byk mengelilingi kwsn uitm..balik tengah malam or awl pagi dh jd mcm rutin br jk d ctok,dr cgek tmpt ke cgek....mengenali beberapa tmpt d ctok...syukur lalu dpt masuk palapes..hehehe...bkn sebab apa pn msk palapes...just, keberadaan d uitm agk lmk skit dr student biasa..terkadang jd adik beradik polis bntuan@ pakgad d uitm jk rasa.hee.agk arr..sbb palapes salu jwk plh aktiviti tgh mlm..merayau g tasik belakang.mancing...hmm knek dh siang dh tasik ya, dh blh ska2ti mancing dlok illegal bh..agk susah la nk 'complete'kan..xda amanah yg xsusah kn?..quite some times it will complete...maybe another 2 or atleast 1 1/2....i dont think that i can make it in this 2 session...utk first year mmg bussy..ya ALLAH~ xtwk nk explain cmney ngn org knak ana bussy glak2..huhu...br blaja dpt byk komitmen...managing the new commitment with other..wahhhh~ such bussy women of me that time..ok..first year mmg pelajaran agk terabai skit...bkn skit ng byk...alhamdulillah i could survive in such of condition....huh...such a relief..hehe..hampir2 jwk ana terbabas dijalan..alhamdulillah, since we believe to DIA whatever happen DIA will help cuz ALLAH always with us right???....okeyh.. for real, finishing my academic in diploma is not the first goal of mine....all i need is to survive, learn to n cooperate with...so that in future i really can manage it well , what i can rely on...everything...bi iznillah,insyaALLAH andai esk itu masih kepunyaanku.....just 4 this task, ana kena korbankan banyak masa...a time with my family of course, sahabat2, squad, classmate...even for myself...sob.sob.sob.T_T....tapi xtwk la knak org tga ana cm rilek habisssss!!!!!...cm xda pa mk risau...arghh~ speechless.....yup, mmg ana jnis yg agk cool la kot smpey blh ignore org yg tengah marah @ x puas ati or yg sewaktu dengannya dgn ana..heeh..xtwk jk cmney ana bingong pikey how to neutral your feel actually...when you got some problem on your mind.. arghh...bothersome...hmmm....susah kn mk jga hati n perasaan orang???..
1. knak kta x blh nk brik "assalamualaikum" ngn non or vice versa???bkn ka mksdnya just "salam sejahtera ke atas kamu" ....hmmm...ana terfikir tk bla ana tersalah hntr msj ngn klasmet ana yg non ya..adeyh2....pndey slh hntr ndah....yet, there is some reason knak xblh...just for me maybe nawaitu jgk mesti tga kn....mun kta brik nya salam,tersalah brik ka or apa..why dont we niatkan moga benar hidayah sejahtera dr ALLAH itu sampai kepada beliau...or maybe i'm talking nonsense here..hehhe...
2. tetiba in sight, ana terfikir sal amanah ana kt ctok..terfikir 1 soalan cepumas..why me that have been choosen 4 this task???..huh....the question that i have th answer from the start..aigoooos...its been 25 month already ana di uitm swk tk....b4 entering ada cgek amanah...mmg dr form 3 gk pn bnda tk...at first mmg teramat susah n berat mk mlh...but,look like its working here..ana just x sangka ana pat lksanakan di kwsn uitm yg agk luas tk....Alhamdulillah...such a relief...ana dpt tga dr pndgn cdak n apa2 yg terjadi selama 25 bulan ana d uitm...but its not easy too..ana kena byk mengelilingi kwsn uitm..balik tengah malam or awl pagi dh jd mcm rutin br jk d ctok,dr cgek tmpt ke cgek....mengenali beberapa tmpt d ctok...syukur lalu dpt masuk palapes..hehehe...bkn sebab apa pn msk palapes...just, keberadaan d uitm agk lmk skit dr student biasa..terkadang jd adik beradik polis bntuan@ pakgad d uitm jk rasa.hee.agk arr..sbb palapes salu jwk plh aktiviti tgh mlm..merayau g tasik belakang.mancing...hmm knek dh siang dh tasik ya, dh blh ska2ti mancing dlok illegal bh..agk susah la nk 'complete'kan..xda amanah yg xsusah kn?..quite some times it will complete...maybe another 2 or atleast 1 1/2....i dont think that i can make it in this 2 session...utk first year mmg bussy..ya ALLAH~ xtwk nk explain cmney ngn org knak ana bussy glak2..huhu...br blaja dpt byk komitmen...managing the new commitment with other..wahhhh~ such bussy women of me that time..ok..first year mmg pelajaran agk terabai skit...bkn skit ng byk...alhamdulillah i could survive in such of condition....huh...such a relief..hehe..hampir2 jwk ana terbabas dijalan..alhamdulillah, since we believe to DIA whatever happen DIA will help cuz ALLAH always with us right???....okeyh.. for real, finishing my academic in diploma is not the first goal of mine....all i need is to survive, learn to n cooperate with...so that in future i really can manage it well , what i can rely on...everything...bi iznillah,insyaALLAH andai esk itu masih kepunyaanku.....just 4 this task, ana kena korbankan banyak masa...a time with my family of course, sahabat2, squad, classmate...even for myself...sob.sob.sob.T_T....tapi xtwk la knak org tga ana cm rilek habisssss!!!!!...cm xda pa mk risau...arghh~ speechless.....yup, mmg ana jnis yg agk cool la kot smpey blh ignore org yg tengah marah @ x puas ati or yg sewaktu dengannya dgn ana..heeh..xtwk jk cmney ana bingong pikey how to neutral your feel actually...when you got some problem on your mind.. arghh...bothersome...hmmm....susah kn mk jga hati n perasaan orang???..
ng byk jk ana mgerepak ctok kn...skati lah nk mdh pa...just i couldn't say it to other..coz when i start to speak, there you will ask n speak also..no chance of saying n dont have much time..so, its better to write than sppeaking in such emotional...hehe...bukan nk salahkan sesiapa k...tapi ana mmg agk x suka nk bercakap pn...knek ana lebih pilih untuk kurang bercakap..takut, byk slh drpd btlnya...yup, thats why....ana lebih suka mendengar drpd bercakap...oke, terus terang ana dulunya mmg kuat bercakap n mendengar...knek pndey ndah kurang bercakap..ngeee~ XP
..ada orang berfikir mk ckp spaya orang yg dgr nya tersenyum...ada orang lebih suka bercakap sal permasalahan orang lain drpd cuba menyelesaikan masalah sendiri....ada orang ng suka kongsi pengalaman masing2....x kurang jwk orang yg suka tyk soalan cepumas, yg kdg2 ana siyes mls nk jwb!!!rasa membazir masa jk..hehe..tp xpa, since mmg ana rela nk hbs kn ms utk bersama..salu cmya la terjadi....at the same time,ana dh x terlalek ngn perasaan kdirik dh...paling x best la part nk tegur salah orang..lebih2 lagi org ya org yg agk dekat n have higher position than mine..mk xmk kna tego...sbb ramey glak yg kompelen n story ngn ana...for me investigating is very important also, maybe that also whay i'm look very selamba badak..hehe..yeah~ hajat dalaman n hajat luaran...owh ummi!!!! ana semakin faham dengan kata2 ummi...yogattha!!!..heee..
whatever happen have to smile^____^
what i have to do is be strong!!!..survive...pass...complete...believe...
hmm, ada beberapa orang says that they feel safe with me...just x twk safe dr segi apa...
what i have to do is be strong!!!..survive...pass...complete...believe...
hmm, ada beberapa orang says that they feel safe with me...just x twk safe dr segi apa...
another for real....
ana bkn mk glak masuk palapes
ana bkn minat ngn EE
ana bkn mk glak masuk palapes
ana bkn minat ngn EE
ana x terniat pn mk msk uitm
ana x sangka pn dpt task yg teramat berat tk
ana x sangka pn dpt task yg teramat berat tk
ana x terlintas pn nk jd slh sorg dlm 'ya'
ana x suka pn nk bahas soal hati ngn orang lain...but when i start it, nya akan kuar terlalu banyak..jd ana lbh memilih untuk melupakan bnda ya...
ana x suka bila ana belum habis ckp orang dh potong.cmney ana x potong ckp tkrg,so could you make the same??...ofkos ana akn diam jk pasya..so jgn heran lak keyh..ya tnda protes..
when u see me like what u see in real, that is not the real me...
mun ana berang, jgn tegur n kacau...just leave me alone...cuz it will make it worse...
berapa byk pn for real ya...ana tetap x boleh nk stop kn semua ya..andai begitu yg tertulis di luh mahfuz untuk ana...i'm facing it...sesungguhnya apa yg ALLAH aturkan itulah yang terbaik untuk ana..so never regrets of having this such for real....
>if u dont like it but u have to face it, so enjoy it!!!!
put some faith n trust in it..
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